Stress

Assalamualaikum :)

My life is getting busy right now. Since I have decided to take an art subject, I have to endured the pain   in completing the folio. What to do? I can't even hate it. It's my choice! Just take a depth breath...and relax...I'll always remember that after each difficulties there is a relief.

I should not bother what they are talking about me taking an art subject. Why should I? *actually I do care about what they are saying...

I got really stressed this few weeks because there are lots of homework to do and I don't know what to do first. I do feeling guilty towards them who I used to call before but seriously my life now..

ohh I miss the time when I'm watching my favourite Korean drama, I miss the time when every evening I would sitting at the dine table and looking the beautiful sky through the window while having a cup of tea and...

I miss the time when I don't have to fake smile :)

*oh my english terabur

Sometimes

When I'm sitting alone, our memories flooding in my mind. Always I'm walking alone to the lab, I could see the blue sky, again I think of you. Only Allah know how I wishing that you're here next to me. "Please sit or walk beside me and tell your story even the stupid things, I will be your listening wall" But the fact is I'm alone.

There was a time when they're looking at me; She's studying. But deep inside me; I'm crying, I felt like crying " Perhaps someone could be my crying shoulders?"

I'm fine. I'm just not happy like before. I will not cry :)

Today

"I don't want to go to school" the first thing I say when I'm opened my eyes early monday, especially today. Since, I'm not so well. 6.30 am my mother wake me up to school, I'm not wake up at first but then my dad voice really make us quickly got up. It's already 7 am and I'm not in school uniform yet, ahh I didn't finish my homework...ahh I didn't look today timetable...

But still I'm going to school, walk in confidently padahal dalam hati "Kerja sekolah tak siap lagi wei!" then I'll promised to myself " If I have one more day/free time I will finish all the homeworks given to me" and...you know? you should not trust me. Haha

Although I didn't finish my homework, I'm still doing it...at school that's why I'm safe selalunya, Alhamdulillah. Walaupun pernah tak siapkan kerja BI dan kami sekelas pun beramai-ramai lah membuat rombongan ala-ala rombongan nak pergi bercuti ke bilik Cikgu Zainudin.

Luckily, nunul has come back to school yeayy! I'm glad . Later...when we're going to makmal BIO or library? 

Nunul: wei, mungkin lepas ni aku dah tak sekolah kat sini

Afrina: ye ke?

Nunul: a'ah aku kena pindah Sg. Buloh

Afrina: wei, betul ke? aku nak nangis ni ;'(

Nunul: April Fool!! XD

Afrina: wei, nul aku dah nak nangis dah ni ;'(

It is no fun at school since I'm not 100 percent well-being, early in the morning, I thought today going to be fag day ever, but they'll make my day.